do you ever feel like you’re just sort of
there
like all your friends go out and do things and get into relationships and like people that like them back and have fun and do stupid things with their best friends and instead of doing all that you’re just sort of this mildly entertaining thing that people take an interest in once in a while but they wouldn’t really care if it was gone
like you just sort of exist but you don’t really mean anything
what-if-i-cant-stop-loving-you:
I hate when this happens. It’s probably the most awkward situation you can ever be in.
Had two anxiety attacks today. That’s pretty great, I actually expected to have one during my debate speech but thankfully I didn’t.
Some girl in my class said that people that cut them selves are emo, but what bothered me was how fast she said it. She didn’t even think. Oh whale.
One of my teachers also said that suicide is stupid to the class and everyone laughed.
Trying so hard not to kill myself right now. Nobody would even realise.
- Friend: How are you?
- Me: Apart from feeling suicidal, I'm fine.
